We're sorry for all the delays and broken promises (when it comes to our blog activity). You will soon have me back.
This has been a weird year and a weird summer. Fittingly, the autumn is coming on in a consuming fashion.
Losses tend to uproot us, leave us like the ship without an anchor, vainly trying to reach shore against the tide of the ever-receding waves.
I guess I will have to relearn the whole thing, embrace being alone, the freedom that comes with it, the independence.
I never wanted all of this, but I couldn't find it in me to hold on anymore. I didn't have the energy to cling on with teeth and nails, so I let go.
I stopped trying to fix things, trying to make myself understood.
I wish I knew the right notes.
I wish I had the right colours....the right words.
I wish.
But I don't. And I didn't. And that's it.
Game Over, everyone lost.
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